the Renegade Goddess

 Dear Friends, Beloveds, Lurkers, and Lovers…..
At Thanksgiving this year….my Mother read a story about my Great Aunt…I am named for her…she was a bit of a Renegade Goddess too. She ran a bookie sheet….wore great hats…and cooked silver dollar pancakes for all the kids in the neighborhood in a pinch….This Great Aunt of mine….this namesake….always […]

So….it’s still that same day….that day of the first full day conference….the day of shiny red ropes and Max….the day of Dr. Love and me on Top……and apparently there was an invitation to a party in one of the rooms……okay……River…Dr. Love and I decide to go check it out….we give a knock on the door…and […]

I am home…it is after Thanksgiving….I am asleep…..I had gone to bed ahead of Devon…my body is wanting DK….I wonder if I truly can live like this….I fall asleep with my hands between my own legs….just holding myself….my own bare flesh….
And then I feel the weight of Him….He is heavy and surrounding me….I can feel […]

It had been a long day…it was the first full day of the conference….and then my session with Max right after dinner….and while I was all tied up with Max, (OMG those red shiny ropes) …the conference was holding an evening of Salsa Dancing….it was still going when I was complete with my session.
I was […]

“Let’s go back to the room….perhaps I will beat you a little bit….before dinner” He smiles and chuckles at me….
Hmmm……..Yes…….Yes…….Yes…….
We walk back to our room….and we both hit the showers….there was something intimate and so intentional…showering and dressing for each other….in such close proximity…instead of simply showing up….ready for Him…..it made me bashful.
I showered first…and […]

I have been fascinated with ropes since I took the Power, Surrender and Intimacy workshop through The Body Electric School with Alex Jade and Al Waddel almost two years ago now….but I have had little opportunity to explore it.  And the memory of breast bondage has been vivid in my memory……so when I heard that […]

I am in the airplane…heading home…I have been gone for six days….I am wearing the leather collar that DK and I agreed would represent the bond between us…the collar looks a bit like a necklace…it is black leather and lays flat on my neck…with a simple silver buckle. It is not easily recognized as a […]

Dear Friends -
I know it has been a few days….so I just want you all to know that I am having an incredibly rich time in Mesa, AZ….. All of my anticipation is being fulfilled….and I have so many stories to tell that writing up my trip here will take a week!
And I promised to […]

I haven’t talked about Zan in a while…
For those of you that are new readers….Zan was my first Sacred Intimate…the first man that ever touched my body outside of my husband…..at the time I do not know who was more frightened….him or me….as I was his first female client….but not his last.
I worked with Zan […]

Okay….so I am not going to camp…..but I kind of feel like I am!!!!
I am like a little kid packing my trunk….I mean….I am not leaving for two more days….but whose counting!
Each thing that I do…. makes me feel closer to actually boarding that air plane….my manicure and pedicure…..my brazilian wax (OUCH!)….picking out what I will […]