Do you ever “watch” yourself as you do things? Sometimes I do. And sometimes I even write about myself and my experiences while I am having them….in my head…like some weird outer body narrator. I try to actually stop that when I catch myself doing this…I wonder if it is a protective mechanism from being […]
It was five am….and Devon was back in my bed. It was the morning of our first night together….I missed him….and I wanted him to come back into our bed. And he was miserable. It was hard to sleep without him…and it was so weird to have him in that pathetic sleeping bag on the […]
So….in case you were worried….I am still breathing. And I let him….Devon…not “HIM” into the house when he showed up at 4:30 in the morning. What was I going to do? Make him sleep on the street? After 27 years? Not likely. At least….that is not me…He worked on “the problem” from the house for […]
Yesterday started out like most yesterdays….I was feeling really good. I was feeling excited about going to Arizona. It’s only a month away. I scheduled a session with a well known bd/sm coach while I am there…it is someone that I have always wanted to work with, and I have never had a chance to because […]
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