the Renegade Goddess

So….it’s still that same day….that day of the first full day conference….the day of shiny red ropes and Max….the day of Dr. Love and me on Top……and apparently there was an invitation to a party in one of the rooms……okay……River…Dr. Love and I decide to go check it out….we give a knock on the door…and […]

It had been a long day…it was the first full day of the conference….and then my session with Max right after dinner….and while I was all tied up with Max, (OMG those red shiny ropes) …the conference was holding an evening of Salsa Dancing….it was still going when I was complete with my session.
I was […]

“Let’s go back to the room….perhaps I will beat you a little bit….before dinner” He smiles and chuckles at me….
Hmmm……..Yes…….Yes…….Yes…….
We walk back to our room….and we both hit the showers….there was something intimate and so intentional…showering and dressing for each other….in such close proximity…instead of simply showing up….ready for Him…..it made me bashful.
I showered first…and […]

I have been fascinated with ropes since I took the Power, Surrender and Intimacy workshop through The Body Electric School with Alex Jade and Al Waddel almost two years ago now….but I have had little opportunity to explore it.  And the memory of breast bondage has been vivid in my memory……so when I heard that […]

We didn’t have a lot of time….Hank and I spent a good part of our time talking….I needed to talk….and he was actively listening…offering insights into my experiences…emotions.
I was in a calm space…even though so much of what Hank and I were talking about makes me very uncomfortable.  I love how he speaks so many truths […]

So…Oprah has her list of favorite things….why can’t I?
Right now…here are some assorted things that make smile…and turn me on……
This slide show of Folsom always puts a smile on my face……brings back memories and makes me very, very happy.
Yesterday…I received an email from Ray Stubbs letting me know about a clip from Betty Dodson that was […]

It was five am….and Devon was back in my bed. It was the morning of our first night together….I missed him….and I wanted him to come back into our bed. And he was miserable. It was hard to sleep without him…and it was so weird to have him in that pathetic sleeping bag on the […]

Yes….I disappeared….it has been well…..shall we say….quite the week?
A lot of healing is going on……and I am opening to it….not closing to it.
Life is full of choices.
This morning I ran out the door to be at The NY Breast Center at 8:00 am for my mammogram and sonogram. I was terrified.  And it took forever. […]