Sasha on Top…Or Dr. Love Pays a House Call
It had been a long day…it was the first full day of the conference….and then my session with Max right after dinner….and while I was all tied up with Max, (OMG those red shiny ropes) …the conference was holding an evening of Salsa Dancing….it was still going when I was complete with my session.
I was still a bit in a daze…but I was not wanting to be alone….so I dressed myself….and wandered outside towards the beat of the salsa music…..
I felt light in my heart….yet strangely not that present…I was floating….and I was wanting people….I stumbled upon “Dr. Love”…and my friend River….and “Sweet Boy”….I had been hanging with them for most of the conference….I knew River from my retreat at Dez’s so long ago in the Red Rocks….River and I really clicked then…and it was SO wonderful to be with her again! The conference was full of that for me…old friends….making new ones…..
Dr. Love was a truly beautiful gay man who looked like a movie star….everyone gravitated to him….he was the Mr. Pretty of the meeting…..and he is smart…and funny….and loving….open hearted…hey….and beautiful too? Why not want him? Dr. Love had recently left the field of medicine to concentrate on developing a healing practice of sacred sexuality with a focus on gay men…..Oh….there are times that I would like to be a gay man!!!
The dance was ending….so we went for a glass of wine….we giggled…and hugged…and flirted….the four of us….two gay men….and two straightish women…..deeply enjoying ourselves with the fun of each other…..River was wanting to explore S&M……and I was sharing a bit about my session with Max…..we decided to go back to my room and look at my toys….and drink wine….the four of us giggled our way back to my room….and everyone was enjoying exploring my toy chest….when Dr. Love picked up my leather flogger and looked at me…..”Lay this on me Darling……” and began to remove his shirt……
Okay then….Today I sat for hours listens to lectures about sacred sex….Today I explored ropes with Max….and shared pieces of myself that was so vulnerable and scary…..and it looked as though today would also bring me to a place of Top! And I was in!
I helped Dr. Love take off his shirt….and gave him a little push onto my bed….so that he flopped right onto his stomach….River stood by the bed wide eyed…and another young women wandered into my room….and laid on my bed….not far from Dr. Love….observing……apparently we had an audience…..I don’t know what happened to Sweet Boy…..he had disappeared……
I laid my leather flogger over Dr. Love’s face….and let him breath in the leather….oh yes Honey…..breathe it in……and I ran my finger nails down his back….and watched him squirm….oh yes…..Mama was going to have a good time….I remember Zan teaching me about Topping….telling me to take my pleasure when I Top…..and I felt that…..I was holding space for this beautiful man….about to take him on a ride….and I was also taking my own pleasure…..as I watched his beautiful back arch……
I took my time……I let the good doctor get use to my whip…..I let it dance first across his back in a figure eight….I tickled him with the long leather fingers the whip….and just let the leather dance on his back….I grabbed his pants by the back….like a mother cat would grab her kitten….and I gave it a good shake….and then pressed body up against his groin…..I wanted to feel his surrender to me….I wanted to feel his muscles release….I wanted him to feel my strength…and the our container…Dr. Love began to groan…River smiled at me….I winked at her….and began to increase the rhythm and depth of my strokes with the flogger….
I knew just what to offer my beautiful man…..because I know just what I like to receive…and it was sexy…and fun….to give him some of the best of what I like….I loved playing with his flesh after I had warmed it…..I loved laying my body across his back….and teasing his ears….and pulling his long brown hair deeply by the roots….watching him melt deeper and deeper into surrender…hearing him thank me…..over and over again…..I moved deeper into holding space for him….and wanting the girl on the bed to shift…..I didn’t want to feel her energy….River was standing far enough back….so energetically I felt room…..I grabbed Dr. Love’s pants….and took them off…..just pulling them down to his knees…..I ran my hands all over his body…..and grabbed my pin wheel and a feather…..Oh…Yummy……
I teased Dr. Love with my pin wheel….I could tell that he was very, very happy as I worked my way from his pink stripped back….to the corners of his ass…..and into the most of delicate of places…. and I blew into his bottom….and listened for the deep sighs of happiness….they came.
I used my bare hands to begin a pattern of bare ass spanking of his bottom….just the way I had been taught….it is not pounding veal…..it is a dance of sensations….soft…soft…breath….harder….harder….hard….soft…..soft…soft….breath…..I danced with Dr. Love….I played with him…..I ran my finger nails over the tender skin….just enough to bring gasps of pleasure from his mouth…..and then I did a tango of sensations….I flogged….I paddled….I pin wheeled…..and I kissed his beautiful body….while he murmured for my kind attention…..
I could have gone on for much longer….his skin was welted…and pink. I could feel the heat….and I was not sure about his limits…and how much Dr. Love really wanted….this was a little bit of play…..not a full session AND we had an audience…so I reluctantly eased the session to a close….I gently went down on the bed and pulled him to me…….I stroked his hair….his face…his body…..He was so deeply in trance….that beautiful face of deep relaxation and fulfillment….I know that face….it usually belongs to me….it gave me tremendous satisfaction to bring another being to that place….
Thank you Dr. Love for the gift of trust in me…and your beautiful surrender…..
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