the Renegade Goddess

 Dear Friends, Beloveds, Lurkers, and Lovers…..
At Thanksgiving this year….my Mother read a story about my Great Aunt…I am named for her…she was a bit of a Renegade Goddess too. She ran a bookie sheet….wore great hats…and cooked silver dollar pancakes for all the kids in the neighborhood in a pinch….This Great Aunt of mine….this namesake….always […]

“Let’s go back to the room….perhaps I will beat you a little bit….before dinner” He smiles and chuckles at me….
Hmmm……..Yes…….Yes…….Yes…….
We walk back to our room….and we both hit the showers….there was something intimate and so intentional…showering and dressing for each other….in such close proximity…instead of simply showing up….ready for Him…..it made me bashful.
I showered first…and […]

Do you ever “watch” yourself as you do things? Sometimes I do. And sometimes I even write about myself and my experiences while I am having them….in my head…like some weird outer body narrator. I try to actually stop that when I catch myself doing this…I wonder if it is a protective mechanism from being […]

He comes up behind me….and his arms circle my body. I just let my weight go….and I lean into Him….it feels so good for him to carry me. Hold me. Support me. I trust him not to drop me….my breath leaves my body in one long delicious exhale. And we stand just like that….He turns […]

Yes….I disappeared….it has been well…..shall we say….quite the week?
A lot of healing is going on……and I am opening to it….not closing to it.
Life is full of choices.
This morning I ran out the door to be at The NY Breast Center at 8:00 am for my mammogram and sonogram. I was terrified.  And it took forever. […]

Steven’s little flogging on Friday night at the “One Taste” event got my juices flowing.
I really need local play partner…I found myself craving the feeling of strong hands…of energetic connection….the release of breath as my skirt is lifted…and my panties lowered….my body is absolutely craving a long, deep sensual spanking….and all that goes along with […]