the Renegade Goddess

He comes up behind me….and his arms circle my body. I just let my weight go….and I lean into Him….it feels so good for him to carry me. Hold me. Support me. I trust him not to drop me….my breath leaves my body in one long delicious exhale. And we stand just like that….He turns […]

So…Oprah has her list of favorite things….why can’t I?
Right now…here are some assorted things that make smile…and turn me on……
This slide show of Folsom always puts a smile on my face……brings back memories and makes me very, very happy.
Yesterday…I received an email from Ray Stubbs letting me know about a clip from Betty Dodson that was […]

Yesterday I was invited to Viviane’s apartment….for a “Tea Party for Sex Perverts”…Viv runs a great website called Viviane’s Sex Carnival. Viv apparently runs this once a month…it’s a gathering of sex bloggers in her gracious Manhattan apartment. Viv is creating community for all of us…..introducing us to each other….and it is incredibly generous….and wonderful.
It […]

It was five am….and Devon was back in my bed. It was the morning of our first night together….I missed him….and I wanted him to come back into our bed. And he was miserable. It was hard to sleep without him…and it was so weird to have him in that pathetic sleeping bag on the […]

Yes….I disappeared….it has been well…..shall we say….quite the week?
A lot of healing is going on……and I am opening to it….not closing to it.
Life is full of choices.
This morning I ran out the door to be at The NY Breast Center at 8:00 am for my mammogram and sonogram. I was terrified.  And it took forever. […]

So….in case you were worried….I am still breathing.  And I let him….Devon…not “HIM” into the house when he showed up at 4:30 in the morning. What was I going to do? Make him sleep on the street? After 27 years? Not likely. At least….that is not me…He worked on “the problem” from the house for […]

Yesterday started out like most yesterdays….I was feeling really good. I was feeling excited about going to Arizona. It’s only a month away. I scheduled a session with a well known bd/sm coach while I am there…it is someone that I have always wanted to work with, and I have never had a chance to because […]

Steven’s little flogging on Friday night at the “One Taste” event got my juices flowing.
I really need local play partner…I found myself craving the feeling of strong hands…of energetic connection….the release of breath as my skirt is lifted…and my panties lowered….my body is absolutely craving a long, deep sensual spanking….and all that goes along with […]

I really love my breasts. I like how they look….and mostly I like how they feel. They are a big piece of my sexuality. I love breast and nipple play in all of it’s intensities…soft…gentle…nibbles…hard…biting…flogging…spanky…I love it all.
It is hard for me to think of my sexuality without them.
My sister had a double mastectomy almost […]

I had mentioned to Devon quite casually that “One Taste” was having an erotic art show and fetish fashion show on Friday night. I think I mentioned it while we were doing what we usually do in the evening….we were both sitting on the couch…with our lap taps firmly planted in front of us…mostly lost […]